Bl33ding d34th

Subject:	OMG
Time:	3:14 pm.
Mood:	moody.
Music:	good charlotte: the young + the hopless.

i cant belive purple_lipstick is gonna try and comit suicide!!! OMG that is SO my idea. shez just a copykat who wants atention. im the one who was suicidal last year, and shes just jelous cuz thats how i got my bf (now ex b/f) to feel sry 4 me and date me! i know its bad 2 lie about this stuff but i realy was gonna do it...... but he saved me so i lived insted but now that hes gone im not so sure i can go on. I wrote a poem about it!

LOVE

your love is so important to me
when youre gone, i suffer, you see
i want to tie you up and put you on my shelf
and tape your eyes open and force u to watch me
KILL MYSELF!

but before that ill torture you with whips and chains
ill use spikes and acid and ill cause you lots of pain
youre stupid! i hate you and you make my life stinky
but strangely i find this all very very k1nky!

Off to buy some spiked collars from hot topic OMG i love that store Then i need to buy some insense 4 my offring 2 aphroditie for a new b/f or 4 the old one to come back to me, that stupid whore.

Blessed be
Steph

**EDIT: added some cool ppl to my friends list. hope they add me back cuz they seem really NEAT.**

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Subject:	first entry
Time:	6:28 pm.
Mood:	depressed.
Music:	evanesence: my immortal.

my icon is so true. i loath what ive become. i hate my life so much and i hate all the ppl around me. my world is full of blackness and hatred and pain and sorrow. my bf dumped me 2 nights ago. he waz the first person 2... u know... go 2 bed w/me. and now hes gone. he said hed bee here 4ever but he waznt and now i feel so sad. i need a new bf that wont lie all the time and that will b honest and trustful. i h8 my life rite now and i want 2 die. i hope my lj will make me feel beter about life right now. cuz i hate it.

well i g2g and pretend 2 eat dinner. im so fat and i need to lose weight. my exbf said so.

blessed be

steph

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